Thursday, July 10, 2008

For a Friend.. From a Friend

Poor me, I misunderstood you. How stupid I am, I didn't know what you are? You always say that people don't understand you; I thought I did, but I didn't. I'm really very poor. I wasn't expecting you as you became. I swear I didn't realize that you're such a friend. I really made a wrong image of you. It's my fault, and its all my fault. I'm feeling guilty and I'm ashamed on myself. I wonder, is it me who said all that to you, even that is you to whom I said it all. How stupid am I? Why did I say such things to you? I shouldn't have. But may be if I didn't, I won't have known you this deep. And you know what, today have I came to the conclusion about you. And I say it proudly that you're my friend. I feel lucky as I say that I have you as my friend. Don't think I'm just writing these word, I mean it; I mean all I'm saying. Now I've got you very deeply. And I proclaim that you are nicer than me, and that you are greater than my thought, I really mean it.And now, please fo! rgive me; I hurt you. I did hurt you a lot. I didn't know you're more sensitive than me. Have you? Have you forgiven me? Hain? Bol v?Please forgive me, if you didn't, I could never forgive me for all that.And you asked why did I say those things. I just know that I wanted to know you from inside. But I didn't want to hurt you at all. It was for 4 or 5 months, I was feeling that you're separating from me. And I wanted to bring you back, so did I say that. And if I were not meant to bring you back, I never had said all that. If I wanted to leave, I shouldn't have said it to you. I never want to lose you. And what I said about Taimur, I didn't mean it specifically with him. I just was relating it with someone. He is a very good person, and how can you think that he can separate you from me? He can't, no one can. He is a good friend of mine too. I wasn't blaming him. And you are not to say anything about it to anyone. It's between you and me.And how can you think tha! t someone else can apart me from you? No one can take you from me. Now you're not to think that I have got others and that's why I said it to you. All my fellows are inferior to you.And rip your worries off, and cheer up; I'm with you, and always would. Don't be upset any more. And please, don't be angry over me. I can't see you angry with me.I have told you all I had, and now you should know that you're my one of a kind friend. I mean you're one of a kind. I've realized how much you care about me.And never say that I have someone else in place of you, never, not ever.And I've used "please", koi please nahin, aie tay English zuban hee baree bakwas aie, please kehna painda, hahahahahaha; we have such a relation, in which no please.That's all, hope to see you tomorrow, I think in the evening.
Till then
Allah Hafiz

1 comment:

shadow said...

In my Dreams ,You know ,Who You Are
I Whisper Prayers ,To be Heard ,the Truth ,

That what I am suppose to do ,as answer to Prayers .

Setting ,You Free ,of every hearing My heart beat ,I shall ,give my all

oh how life ,could open up to give fresh start ,to love ,share our lives as we both know and believed it should been ,I been trying get back to you ,

the days turned to months
now my heart weeps ,as I can't feel you ,near as always held .

I am scared ,
I sound silly
I believe speaking What is Truth in your Heart
Never can be Silly
As it has taken me all this time ,to reach deep within me ,set my own ,free ,see a truth that was screaming to be Heard ,before it was lost .
I prayed for Time
Prayed ,you be watched over ,
Prayed for understanding
for to love ,
I never wanted ,you out my life ,Listen to many things ,you speak of me .

maybe I've loss

A Truth that beats with my own Heart ,will be

Two Fools that kept pushing each other away
Two fools ,that wouldn't pick up a phone ,or talk

two fools ,with a smile
Let go

rest our lives
those two fools
will always feel those beats of
"our hearts "

wiping away my Tears ,Screaming with my complete Soul to be Heard
I Love You

My Dreams ,you will always be ,maybe in life ,couldn't be together ,as I would gave

was no one that was there to Listen

Was always there ,to fix me

Was none that accepted ,after hearing truth

there was many that was there to Judge

As ,it must of seemed ,my heart ,felt nothing

as must seemed things I done ,was heartless

dreams ,you shall be ,with me that ,holds no judging ,only accepting ,with love ,we always knew