For a Friend.. From a Friend

Poor me, I misunderstood you. How stupid I am, I didn't know what you are? You always say that people don't understand you; I thought I did, but I didn't. I'm really very poor. I wasn't expecting you as you became. I swear I didn't realize that you're such a friend. I really made a wrong image of you. It's my fault, and its all my fault. I'm feeling guilty and I'm ashamed on myself. I wonder, is it me who said all that to you, even that is you to whom I said it all. How stupid am I? Why did I say such things to you? I shouldn't have. But may be if I didn't, I won't have known you this deep. And you know what, today have I came to the conclusion about you. And I say it proudly that you're my friend. I feel lucky as I say that I have you as my friend. Don't think I'm just writing these word, I mean it; I mean all I'm saying. Now I've got you very deeply. And I proclaim that you are nicer than me, and that you are greater than my thought, I really mean it.And now, please fo! rgive me; I hurt you. I did hurt you a lot. I didn't know you're more sensitive than me. Have you? Have you forgiven me? Hain? Bol v?Please forgive me, if you didn't, I could never forgive me for all that.And you asked why did I say those things. I just know that I wanted to know you from inside. But I didn't want to hurt you at all. It was for 4 or 5 months, I was feeling that you're separating from me. And I wanted to bring you back, so did I say that. And if I were not meant to bring you back, I never had said all that. If I wanted to leave, I shouldn't have said it to you. I never want to lose you. And what I said about Taimur, I didn't mean it specifically with him. I just was relating it with someone. He is a very good person, and how can you think that he can separate you from me? He can't, no one can. He is a good friend of mine too. I wasn't blaming him. And you are not to say anything about it to anyone. It's between you and me.And how can you think tha! t someone else can apart me from you? No one can take you from me. Now you're not to think that I have got others and that's why I said it to you. All my fellows are inferior to you.And rip your worries off, and cheer up; I'm with you, and always would. Don't be upset any more. And please, don't be angry over me. I can't see you angry with me.I have told you all I had, and now you should know that you're my one of a kind friend. I mean you're one of a kind. I've realized how much you care about me.And never say that I have someone else in place of you, never, not ever.And I've used "please", koi please nahin, aie tay English zuban hee baree bakwas aie, please kehna painda, hahahahahaha; we have such a relation, in which no please.That's all, hope to see you tomorrow, I think in the evening.
Till then
Allah Hafiz